当我回首
我的一生
我为那些明信片
大吃一惊
突然毁灭的子弹击中了
因时间而褪色的
海报，我已不能记起
我或许是一个苏格兰人
有人告诉我，真的
神秘的基督徒的
后裔
峡谷之蛇
军人家庭的
孩子…
在一阵热情的冲动之下，我背弃了
教会
我在学校受到宠爱
猛烈抨击教师
于是我的桌子
被安排在角落
我是一个白痴
以及
班上最聪明的孩子
在黑人大道上
行走，图书馆和
书店，温暖的阳光下
橘红色的砖
书和诗歌的魔力
然后是性，给了我
生平最大的刺激
所有的平静和书籍
失去了它们的魅力，你被抛回
眼中的幻境
摇滚的历史
正如我的
青春期
来到洛城的
电影学校
威尼斯之夏
药物的幻境
屋顶上的歌
早期的斗争和
羞辱
感谢那些
款待我的女孩
录制专辑
猫王19岁时就有
性感而成熟的声音
我的声音还仍然是
一个压抑的少年，用鼻音发出的哀鸣
未成年的尖叫和愤怒
一个有趣的歌手
至多是一声尖叫
或病态的低吟
没什么了
害怕因飞机事故而死
夜晚就是夜晚的
本来面目
女孩，酒瓶，受祝福的睡眠
我已在民族的心中
播下种子
在精神的血管里注射细菌
现在我拥抱着
诗歌事业，暂做一回
"工业王子"
天生的领袖，一个诗人
或一个巫师，有着一颗
小丑的灵魂
我在斗牛场，做些什么？
每一个公众人物
都在竞选领袖
坟墓的观众
骚动的看客
对眼睛的恐惧
暗杀
醉酒是绝好的伪装
我喝醉所以才能
和傻瓜们交谈
也包括我自己在内
商业的恐怖
经济罪案问题
我是否罪有应得？
会议上
除掉经理和代理商
四年后，我带着有如
失真的锤子般的心绪离开
为荒废的无数夜晚和
荒废的年复一年而惋惜
我要在所有的美国音乐上面
尽情小便
以多情的告别作为结束
以及对未来的计划
不再是演员
而是作家和电影制作人
我的赛尔维斯
将会被铭记
再见吧美国
我曾经爱过你
家里寄来的钱
祝你好运
别惹麻烦
英文版：
As I Look Back
As I look back
over my life
I am struck by post
cards
Ruined Snap shots
faded posters
Of a time, I can't recall
~~~
I am a Scot, or so
I'm told. Really
the heir of Mystery
Christians
Snake in the Glen
The child of a
Military family...
I rebelled against church
after phases of
fervor
I curried favor in school
& attack'd the teachers
I was given a
desk in the corner
I was a fool
&
The smartest kid
in class
~~~
Walks in D.C. in
Negro streets. The library
& book stores. Orange
brick in warm sun.
The books & poets magic
Then sex gives greater stimulation
Than you've ever known &
all peace & books lose their
charm & you are thrown
back on the eye of vision
~~~
History of Rock
coinciding w/my
adolescence
Came to LA to
Film School
Venice Summer
Drug Visions
Roof top songs
early struggles &
humiliations
Thanks to the girls
who fed me.
~~~
Making Records
Elvis had sex-wise
mature voice at 19.
Mine still retains the
nasal whine of a
repressed adolescent
minor squeaks & furies
An interesting singer
at best-a scream
or a sick croon. Nothing
in-between.
~~~
~Road Days~
fear of Plane death
And night was what Night
should be
A girl, a bottle, & blessed sleep
I have ploughed
My seed thru the heart
of the nation.
Injected a germ in the psychic blood vein.
Now I embrace the poetry
of business & become-for
a time-a "Prince of Industry"
~~~
A natural leader, a poet,
a Shaman, w/the
soul of a clown.
What am I doing
in the Bull Ring
Arena
Every public figure
running for Leader
Spectators at the Tomb
-riot watchers
Fear of Eyes
Assassination
Being drunk is a good disguise.
I drink so I
can talk to assholes.
This includes me.
~~~
The horror of business
The Problem of Money
guilt
do I deserve it?
The Meeting
Rid of Managers & agents
After 4 yrs. I'm left w/a
mind like a fuzzy hammer
regret for wasted nights
& wasted years
I pissed it all away
American Music
~~~
End w/fond good-bye
& plans for future
-Not an actor
Writer-filmmaker
Which of my cellves
will be remember'd
Good-bye America
I loved you
Money from home
good luck
stay out of trouble
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